There are two sides to every coin.

I really agree with this idiomatic expression. Every situation and event have two sides as if coin has sides of head and tail. In my life, this expression was applied a lot. In particular, when I faced trouble that seemed not to be solved, thinking of various possibilities was helpful for me. Sometimes these thinking habit helps me find unexpected results. In other word, If I loose somthing, I can get something. However, in trouble situation, it was hard for me to think of this. When I was elementary student, my father was injured in car accident. At that time my father had to be in hospital for 6months. I was so scared because I thought that my father might die. I prayed for my father with all my heart and studied hard at that time because those were all that I could. Even though my father's car accident was bad news and sad event in my life, I could realize that not only existence of my father was very precious for me but also I loved my father so much. In my adolescent period, I could be mature through this event. I don't believe that terrible situation always have bad side and all situation and people cannot change.

my dream

When I was a child who didn't know letters, I wanted to become a miliary woman. The reason was that their uniform seemed pretty. After growing up, when I recalled my childhood's dream, I cannot help smiling. At that time, except military woman I had a lot of dreams like many other children. However, after being an adult, I don't think about those dreams. Rather than being somebody in future, usually I think about something to do for the future. Studying English is one of the very preparations. I want to express my thoughts and mind in English without pause and understand even their meaning behind speaking. Being able to communication with other people who speak English can make my life wider than now. If another language is popular, I would choose to learn the language. Now if I say about my dream, it is to be ready for a person who communicates with others well. After improving English skill, I would like to travel to other countries. Even though I don't have good skill of language, I can go to another country which I want to travel. However, I think I can not only learn their cultures and thoughts more but also understand them more if my speech is fluent. Now, this is my hope but I expect to be reality.

my favorate holiday in my country

-> This is Songpyon

There are some big holiday in Korea. Among them, I love thanksgiving day, which is usually called Chuseok in Korae, the most. The first reason that I like Chuseok is a longer vacation than other holiday. When I was working for the hospital, I used to travel other country during vacation. If I use the day off, I could have almost 10 days for vacation. And also I could see all my family in Chuseok and talked with my parents and brother with eating delitious Korean food when I didn't have plan to trip. I was living in Seoul and my parents was living in Wonju and my brother was living in Deajon so we couldn't often meet. In Chuseok, most Korean people make rice cake called "Songpyon" and share with their neighbors. An important thing of reasons why I love Chuseok is special foods such like Japchae, Buchimgae and Songpyon. I really like traditional Korean foods but I can't often eat them because it takes long time to make them. I am missing the mood of Chuseok as I am writing about it now.

Particular place

This place is near Melose and Molmontrack. Whenever I go to church or Fairway, I pass this place. I took photos in the last weekend becasue the color of trees was so beautiful. This place makes me think of romantic movie in which a couple are walking on the road under the trees. And also it looks really foreign park. Since I didn't feel foreign in Iowa City, this place was special to me. Maybe Iowa City gave me comfortable, so I didn't recognize here was not my country but abother country. I named this area "central park" and I like this place near my house. Also, in front of this place, in the center line, there are some trees changed red. I like seeing these trees. When I saw this red tree firstly, I thought of the bush in Exodus in the bible. I imagined the scene that God called to Mose within the bush. So I named this tree "bush". Seeing these trees is pleasant to me. Somtimes when I pass by the place, I intentionally drive slowly to see the trees.

In fall

I prefer fall to other seasons becasue fall is beautiful. These days leaves' color is changing day by day. Whenever I go out home, I look at the leaves of tree in front of my house. Yesterday they were yellow color, but today they are closer to red color. Changing of color makes me think about life. As leaves change according to the season, people change according to the time. Also, as leaves have beautiful color by enduring the cold and warm weather, people have good characters by being trained in life. So fall gaives me lession.

Fall in Iowa is very beautiful. Especially, clean sky and a lot of trees make our eyes pleasant. Fall in my home town is also wonderful. However, my homtown, Wonju has a high mountain. When I was living there, I used to climb the mountain in fall. On the top of the mountain, I could see colorful mountain as like a carpet wholly. Sometimes fall leads my feeling to be sentimental so I would like to watch romantic movies or listen to soft music.

stress in Iowa

I have been dificulty in speaking English as most foreigners did. As soon as I arrived here, I hoped I might understand and speak English in 3 months. Now I realiz it was very selfish and foolish thoughts. My accent and intonation different from native speaker, and lack of vocabulary block communication with American people.

And differnt food style is also stressful to me. Whenever I go to mart for buying some foods, I always buy the same kind of vegetable and meat because I don't know well. Somtimes eating meat so much becomes stress because I have to be careful to gain weight. Different language and food culture are the most stressful to me even though I came here to study English. Besides, a lot of homework to do is one of stressors.

I think that the most important method to adapting in this situation is to admit myself. Before trying to change many things, accepting the fact that having difficulty can be reasonable is the first. And then, it is helpful to compare me in 1 month ago with myself in the present. Sometimes recollecting the past helps us have the thankful heart. Actually, I used to recollect my past and compare to the present. Stress caused by English needs time. I like cooking and baking. Cooking special menu or baking sweat bread make me refreshing. I forget the stress during cooking. Especially, spicy Korean food makes me pleasant. If you have some trouble or stress, I would like to recommend cooking or eating delicous food. After eating, light exercising or walking will prevent you from gaining weights.

My favorite movie

I like most movie genre except a horror. Among them, especially I love a drama genre because it gives me impression and catharsis. According to Mark Baily, a drama genre is defined as "[it]should contain numerous consecutive scenes of characters portrayed to effect a serious narrative throughout the title." Through movies, I can think about my life and relationship. I can remember how my feeling and thinking were when I watched the movie about 9 years ago, "Life is Beautiful" directed by Roberto Benigni. While I was watching the movie, my eyes were filled with tears and my lips were kept smiling. The story of the movie was never funny but I smiled because of the main hero's character. Also, the scenes were not sad but I could not help weeping because of the Guido's love. In the last scene, the love which Guido represented his son, Giosue, made me think about the love, especially parents' love. During watching the movie, I felt that my spirit and mind seemed clean. Sometimes weeping helps my mind purified. I can remember the last scene until now even though long time passed. I love the movie that I can remember for long time and meditate something due to the message. That is the reason why I love a drama movie.